Do or Die

The time is nearing and the ways are clearing. It is time to find a new car.
The time is right and the end is in sight. It's time time to find a new car.
I can't wait to be ripped off, I prepare to be ticked off. It's time to find a new car.
I hold my hopes high, watch them as they die. It's time to find a new car.

So now it's come to this. My mother is coming up tonight and we will be taking the kids to Carmax for a new car. I've looked at other lots, and frankly they are scary in comparison. They always seem to take too long, to cover up too many hidden charges, and to make the process seem so painful that you'll never want to do it again.

I hate credit. I hate the fact that your credit determines your life direction and everything connected to it. There are many who say you don't need credit, period. But the general consensus is, to 'have' anything, you must be in debt to others.

Personally, I'm officially tired of the car finding, financing, and rigamarole that is necessary in getting another vehicle. I've said my peace on cars. I just want something to serve me and my family as best as possible. Surely that's not too much to ask.

But until this day comes and goes and I can be free of this weight that has been put on me, I'll trudge on. There has been more added to my plate you see. Not only did my mom bail me out (thank you, thank you, thank you), but I have to sell the Camry myself. I'll be heading to my father's house on Sunday to fix a few little problems before I'm confident enough to purchase advertising. I hope that I can get rid of it as quickly as possible, because frankly I just want to be done with the whole mess.

Meanwhile, my wife is sick and that sucks. It's raining and that sucks. Today is just not happy fun times.

And yes, that sucks too.